Hair Cut

Just had a hair cut yesterday, yes, yesterday as it is Monday morning now =D. hehe, its lame I know. Well, after every hair cut that I had, most of the time, I'll like it a little or just do not really like it. Only on rare occasion, I'll like my new hair cut. As for this time, I am really speechless about it, not knowing whether to like it or not, maybe takes time to get used to it...I got my front hair cut, which kinda make me looks like an idiot or an innocent kid....Oh well, you'll be the judge.

My parents are around, until this Wednesday. Hope they enjoy their stay in my room.hehe. My mom helped me to clean up a bit, now my room looks more presentable ^^. Thanks mom! Well, everything got its pros and cons, with my parents around, I'll be under parental control again, so can't sleep too late or simply go out. Well, at least until Wednesday ;)

Not much to write about recently, unless I fill up my blog with council stuffs all the way, wont want that as well. But, this must be here. Club and Society Recruiment Week went well, thanks for your effort and hard work! Really appreciate it!!

One down, more to come

Sat for my Economics test today. Can't say I did well, but I managed to finish the whole thing with 15 minutes to spare while some couldn't not finish it. So, keeping my fingers crossed...

Tomorrow though, is the OSSLT mock test, which starts in the morning and everything will end at 3 for me. Hopefully earlier, gotta go help out at the booth!

My physical state now is terrible, my whole body is aching and now my right eyes is beginning to get swollen...=.=! Sneezing, its still going on...ARRGGHH!! Get well soon!

Tomorrow is finally the event. Hope it goes well. I am sure it will...Nothing much to write dy...AARRGGHHH!!!

Busy week coming up

sheeehh....of all the days, I am having my economics test tomorrow and OSSLT on Tuesday. Been struggling to get myself to really study, no motivation at all!!! and when I finally settled down, I realized I am sick, ggggrreeaaattt...struck by a fever and my nose is running again..joints hurting a bit. Argh, hate being sick.

Besides my economics test tomorrow, its also the Club and Society Recruitment Week this week. Now, I just hope I can call up my remaining strength to see it through, its the first event and I am already in such conditions, hope this wont happen again for the future events to come.

Good luck to all in the economics test tomorrow, but I think I would really need it. All the best!

Quindruple?

Quindruple you say? I say not so fast Manchester Unite, based on the last two results alone, there is still miles to cover before you lay your hands on the titles still up for grabs. Another lost for Man Utd which made it two in a row! YES!!! haha. To make things better, Chelsea were also beaten. Now, its down to Liverpool to catch Man Utd.

To make things even sweeter. Arsenal won!!! *woot*. Fortifying their stance on 4th spot with a 3-1 win away to Newcastle United. All in all, a good team performance, show mental strength after Martins level things up straight after the opener. Come on Gunners!

Nasri, Bendtner and Diaby - Thanks for the goals!

van Persie - Didn't had his scoring shoes on but created two of the three goals. Kudos!

Things are looking brighter for Arsenal, just 8 more games to go, focus!

Updating

Wow, just cause I didn't update for quite some while, been hearing some of my friends who asked me to update my blog...hehe, my blog so laku meh?

Well, something regarding about the council then. Hmm, Club and Society Recruitment Week is just around the corner, preparations are being made but more can and still need to be done. Some degree of tension is definitely building up! Bring it on I say..hehe. However, our first ever event haven't really started yet and some had already said its too much, hope they can change that mind set and march towards success!!hehe

Hmm, I got nothing to write about lately, so I just post up some pictures from the warga project^^. Enjoy...

*the english team in action, can spot me?hehe

*the BM team

*the english team minus Ronald

*the BM team

*with Ms.Lee

*EVERYBODY!

*Posers...

*Ding Yan pushing my head...=.=

For more pictures on Project Warga, can visit Regina's, Sharon's and Veron's blog too^^. Links provided to the left. Ohya, in Facebook too^^.

Last but not least. Happy 18th Birthday to Zulfan Ellyson!!!

A Chapter Closed

This morning, was the final showcase for the Project Warga that I had wrote about in the previous post. The presentations during the finals were pretty good. For Sunway University College, the host, both teams were in however only the English team won while the BM team got second place. We couldn't get a double kill. Oh well, at least for the BM team, they lost to a really worthy champion, that I have to admit. Having sad that, the BM could have won in any other given day! A chapter closed...

Oh well, since the project is over, the Club and Society Recruitment Week is just around the corner. Headed by the Director of Sports, our good friend Ronald, I believe the council will start with a blast with this first assignment. With the end of Project Warga, my semester will kick start again, gonna enjoy the remaining time left in CIMP while giving my all to the COUNCIL!!! Can't wait to embark on this journey.

The end of something is the beginning of another for me I hope...hehe

Silence~~~

Hmm, its weird, after a Manchester United game that their proud fans are so quiet about it, not boasting about their achievements. Why I wonder...Well, the solution is easy, they were TRASHED! at their own theater. Boast some more, now I shall see what say you all. Its not wrong to be celebrating but there is a limit to it, the media, I believe is to blame to in a way over rating the Man Utd team. I have to admit, they are good. Now look what you have done for yourself my dear friends who are Man Utd fan, you filled yourself so full of hot air that you raise so high up into the sky, now the hot air is gone, expect a long way fall to the ground. That must hurt right?

Anyway, I shall keep my comments to myself for now, wont want tonnes of Man Utd fan flooding into the comment box. More so being an Arsenal fan, where I donno why Man Utd fans just like to insult that Arsenal sucks, well ain't that slapping yourself too? If we suck so much, with you losing to us, what does that make of you? Think about it ok?

Anyway (again), hehe, another fine outing for the Gunners! Things are looking brighter at this moment of time, with players coming back into the squad soon. Good timing but would prefer you guys to never been out in the first place. We beat Blackburn 4-0 at the Emirates. Not a bad results but could certainly be better if Bendtner had taken some of his chances. Oh well, a good game all in all but I would really like to shout this out loud - ARSHAVIN HAS ARRIVE!!!

My personal view :-
Walcott - Might had been shaken from the initial tackle, get well soon yea? Can't afford to lose you again.

Bendtner - .........just take your chances next time.

Eboue - A late substitute but scored two goals...Hmm, I donno what to take from this, but thanks.

Arshavin - Welcome to Arsenal FC!

FINALS!!!

Before I start with my post, would like to share some interesting facts. Did you realize that yesterday was a Friday and its 13th? Well, this two combined are never a good omen, but I just take it as it is, as I don't really buy into all these myths. According to an article I read yesterday, there are actually three Friday the 13th throughout 2009, one was back in January or February, cant remember, the second was yesterday while the third is somewhere around in November I believe. Hehe, just another food for thought.

Anyway, in the Warga Project, both Sunway University College's teams had make it into the finals!!! YAY!!! Having done that, the competition is just beginning, go SUNWAY!!! Which ever team that win, all for one, one for all right? We're united as one. hehe...

Forever Love

Let me guess, by just reading the title, I believe most of you would think of a Lee Hom's song right? Sadly, I am not here to write about that or writing anything about love for myself. Its none other then the legendary X Japan's ballad.

I would have to say that this wonderful song almost pass me by me as I paid no attention to it all this while. I don't know why, maybe it just didn't strike me hard enough for me to fall for it last time. As time moved on, my affection towards anything has grown, I start to feel more, gain more and experience more. Just that other day, i don't know why and how this song started to play. Maybe its fate for me to listen to the song. I let it play, listening to it, being affected by it until tears almost started to flow down my cheek. Its that touching. It may not be for any other people. However, knowing some history of the band and what they have been through. It struck me pretty hard. Enough said, I'll leave with the lyrics here. Hope if you all ever come across this song in the future, do not hesitate, give it a try^^.

Forever Love

mou hitori de arukenai
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa

AH... kono mama dakishimete
nureta mama no kokoro wo
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni
kawaranai ai ga aru nara

WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART

WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS

* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete

OH! STAY WITH ME

AH... subete ga owareba ii
owari no nai kono yoru ni
AH... ushinau mono nante
nanimo nai anata dake

* repeat

AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisari made
mou dare yori mo soba ni

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made

FOREVER LOVE...

Forever Love

(translation)


I'll never walk alone again, the winds of time are to strong.
Ah, it's that what you hurts, which you'll have to live with...
Ah, this tight embrace, and this burning, unchanged heart.
In this ever changing time, love will never change.

Will you hold my heart? Stop flowing tears.
Again, all of my heart is broken....

Forever love, forever dream
Only flowing emotions,bury this intense,
trying, meaningless times.
Oh tell me why ... all I see is blue in my heart.

Will you stay with me? Wait until after the wind passes,
all my tears are still flowing...

Forever love, forever dream Stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh stay with me...

Ah, everything good seems to be ending,
in this unending night.
Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.

Forever love, forever dream, stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.

Oh will you stay with me... Until the wind passes,
stay with me again.

Forever love, forever dream, I'll never walk this path.
Oh tell me why, tell me true, teach me how to live.
Forever love, forever dream, within flowing tears
Bright seasons will forever change again and again ....
forever love...

Happenings

Its Thursday afternoon, halfway through my semester break, halfway through my rotting period as well. At least I'll have something to do during the weekends, so things aren't all that bad.hehe

Well, wanna talk about last night. I finally made it to futsal with Ronald and Ken. Had some trouble finding it at first as I went to the old field first before finding the intended destination. My bad :p. Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed myself last night. Having not involved in sports for quite some while, my stamina was at an all time low. Nonetheless, I had fun, I think I did well as I had been doing all the defensive work all this while, I just stayed at the back most of the time. Gonna work on my fitness some more and be back in the game next week for some more actions. Can't wait!

Besides, my beloved Arsenal had made it into the Champions League, albeit through penalties. Well, considering how young is the team, to have that mental strength is tough. So yea, you guys did well. Continue the march towards the final! I believe our chances are looking up as the returning players are getting back to their usual level and the other injured players are coming back soon. Come on Gunners!

Tuesday's Review

Well, nothing much really happened today. Went to watch 'Watchmen' with my friends, namely, Aki, Nadya, Ern Yi, Alyssa and Natalie. Not a bad movie although I wasn't expecting what I saw....Should have done more research before I watch another movie...*phew*. All in all, the movie is not bad but to all that plan to watch it, make sure you know what you're getting into first yea? Don't end up like me...hehe :p

Besides, I also went to college to work on the Warga Project, which is going to be presented this weekend. Come support yea^^! However, things didn't well all too well for me. I slammed my fingers on the bloody ( its bloody cause if left cuts on my fingers so I guess will be some blood? ) Student Leaders' Room...sheeeh...What a way to start the day huh? Besides, I lost my bottle!!! How could that happend!? Damn pissed at myself, don't wanna talk about it anymore...haiz

Signing out...chaoz

Its Monday...

Yea...As the title suggest, its Monday. Which also means that my CIMP semester break is had officially started. *sigh* This is one holiday which I do not look forward to. I don't know why and I also don't know how I lost interest towards holidays, while back in primary and secondary school years, I could thought of anything just not to go to school :p...sorry mom.

Hmm, yea, one of the reasons why I don't like holidays nowadays is that, I have literally, nothing to do...just sit in front of my laptop the whole day, rotting... Back in my hometown, Kuching, at least moving around is easier compared to how it is here and more importantly, I have more friends there who can travel around too^^. The situation now here is that, I have to wait for a few bloody bus who at times, arrive super early or if not super late (hey, more than an hour I was waiting for that bloody bus ok?). So yea, just the transportation can kill my mood of going out at times.

Besides, I don't know why, whenever I tried to ask my friends out, Its either I chose the wrong timing all the time or they just simply can't or don't wanna make it. Something wrong with me maybe? So, I give up in planning for an outings with my friends, for now at least, I will still plan if I really feel like having an outing with my friends, as for now, I'll only go out if people ask me to, tired also everytime have to change my schedule cause of one or two living souls then end up canceling the whole trip =.=...

Hmm, I have been updating quite frequently over the past three days since I started this new blog. Hope I can keep this up! Guess I found myself a new 'friend', I can come here when I am lonely, sad, happy or however I am feeling at that very moment, my blog will listen to me and show how I am feeling by allowing me to post my writing on it. Thank you bloggie^^.

Guess I'll sign out with a verse this time. Its actually a part of the lyrics of the song by Michael Jackson - Heal the World. "Stop existing and start living"

Tagged

Well, actually, i got tagged in Facebook, and i always reply to this kinda stuffs (only when I feel like it). Besides, I did them before so I'll just post it here, still its a reply right? ;)

Firstly,
~Just Cause.. tagged by Veron and Sue

1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/Media Player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag at least 10 friends
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like a virus.

If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
Kotaro Oshio - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence ( =.= )

How would you describe yourself?
Ayumi Hamasaki - Hope and Pain ( true in some sense lor )

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Nevermore - The Heart Collector ( wow, to that extreme arr? )

How do you feel today?
Nevermore - The Sacrifice ( I am still alive *phew* )

What is your life’s purpose?
Tamaki Nami - New World ( no comment )

What is your motto?
Tamaki Nami - Results ( Do I really emphasize on results??? )

What do your friends think of you?
Dream Theater - The Big Medley ( no comment )

What do you think of your parents?
Chris Daughtry - All These Lives ( ??? )

What do you think about very often?
John Petrucci - Glasgow Kiss ( I never even been there )

What is 2 + 2?
Vanessa Amorosi - Absolutely Everybody ( Oh yeah~ )

What do you think of your best friend?
Guns' and Roses - Sweet Child of Mine ( Hmm, I only want my parents! )

What do you think of the person you like?
GLAY - Ikite Tsuyosa ( donno what this means )

What is your life story?
Mami Kawada - Another Planet ( I don't exist on Earth? *gasp* )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Do as Infinity - Tooku Made ( donno what this means too )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
GLAY - Tomadoi ( donno what this means again... )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Luna Sea - IN SILENCE ( I don't dance to begin with... )

What will they play at your funeral?
Mago de Oz - Satania ( a song about the internet? I died of overdose of the net? )

What is your hobby/interest?
Backstreet Boys - Get Down ( sounds wrong in a way )

What is your biggest fear?
Scar Symmetry - Slaves of the Subliminal ( being a slave is bad enough )

What is your biggest secret?
Final Fantasy VII Advent Children (soundtrack) - Beyond the Wasteland ( go there and search if interested =D )

What do you think of your friends?
Final Fantasy X (soundtrack) - Hassin ( take-off/launch? )

What will you post this as?
Ayumi Hamasaki - Not Yet ( makes no sense )

Next, tagged by Sue
Rules

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name:
Tat Yang

2. A four Letter Word:
*TOOT*

3. A boy's Name:
Teh Tat Yang =D

4. A girl's Name:
Tanya

5. An occupation:
Trash Collector

6. A color:
Teal

7. Something you wear:
T-Shirt

8. A food:
Tangerine

9. Something found in the bathroom:
Toilet seat

10. A place:
Toilet

11. A reason for being late:
Traffic Jam

12. Something you shout:
*TOOT*!!!

13. A movie title:
Three Little Piglets =D

14. Something you drink:
Tea

15. A musical group:
The Pussycat Dolls

16. An animal:
Tiger

Not gonna tag anyone, but if anyone wanna try this out, feel free to do so =D. Have fun.

Come on GUNNERS!!!

FINALLY!!! *huge sigh of relief*. My beloved Arsenal FC, finally you are showing some threat up front. About time!!! Although some may argue that its only a Championship side, Burnley, but still, I think we found the way to put the game to bed. Great performance (for me at least). ONWARDS!!! TO WEMBLEY!!!

Well, some key factors are vital in the 3-0 win over Burnley just now. I would like to voice my opinion :-

Vela - If you can produce finished like that, you got a bright future with Arsenal. Be more composed!

Eduardo - The survivor, the captain of the day. Even though you were out of action for so long with such a horrible injury from a nightmare tackle. You're back with goals!! Get fit soon Edu.

Walcott - More attacking flare and pace comes from one of my favourite player. Good to have you back!!

Arshavin - Although look a little lost in the first half, when Walcott came on, you produced some magic. Hope to see more of the same. Welcome to Arsenal!

Eboue - Well, one of the top in the critics' book. Sometimes for me too actually. Well, you did well and was awarded with a goal. Please produce more of the same!!!

and finally...my man-of-the-match

Song - You were solid and defence and created two goals!!! For a CDM, that is excellent!!! We are all counting on you, at least I am putting my faith on you, to act as the reliable shield in front of our back four. Keep it up!!!

Come on Arsenal, time to really roll up your sleeves and push it. The Premier League maybe gone but we're still in the FA Cup and Champions League! Go Gunners!

Lost Passion

Hello all, a new blog, a new beginning. Hope this blog will last and follow me on my journey to the future! haha

Yea, entering the second half of my CIMP second semester, this semester ain't as enjoyable as the first. Oh well, I am enjoying my management class though but that's the class I enjoy =(. Haiz, many things happened since the new year, mostly bad. BUT, I think I am starting to turn the corner, with the Sunway Student Council starting to operate soon, I can have more things to look forward to ^^.

I wonder how, and I wonder why, all of the sudden, I am starting to talk more with my friends in the council! *woot*, finally and about time too Tat Yang...Well, at least I am working on it, my previous Head (Jack Shen) told me that, he wanna see a change in me in which I replied saying 'I'll try' but he said 'Make It Happen'. Oh yeah, its happening now!

Hmm, since the title is about lost passion and I'd mentioned the Council. It was really disturbing when i recalled a period where I was thinking of quiting Junior Leaders. What were you thinking Tat Yang!? Besides, it also took me long enough to decide whether or not to rejoin the Council. Today, I can stand here and say that I am proud to be one of the Councils! This is what I like to do and where my passion lies. Besides, the other lost passion is my passion for music, I have not touch my guitar for a long time now, its either I am lazy or....just lazy. Just have to take it slow I presume, but its gonna happen!

Hmm, think this is enough for my first post. Gonna leave with a lyric from a band, Angra, which kinda sings how I am feeling now. Entitled, 'Rebirth'

Rebirth

Cooling breeze from a summer day
Hearing echoes from your heart
Learning how to recompose the words
Let time just fly

Joyfull sea-gulls roaming on the shore
Not a single note would sound
Raise my head after I dry my face
Let time just fly

Recalling, retreating
Returning, retreaving
A small talk your missing
More clever but older now

A leader, a learner
A lawful beginner
A lodger of lunacy
So lucid in a jungle
A helper, a sinner
A scarecroow's agonyzing smile

Oh! Minutes go round and round
Inside my head
Oh! My chest will now explode
Falling into pieces
Rain breaks on the ground-blood!

One minute forever
A sinner regreting
My vulgar misery ends

(And I) ride the winds of a brand new day
High where mountain's stand
Found my hope and pride again
Rebirth of a man

Time to fly...
source : www.darklyrics.com

Irony

Hmm, i guess one of the reasons that I happened to be quiet among people I don't not know is that I am not random enough. Donno lah, but all I know is that this little bad habit of mine got to go! hehe... This heavy shell has been with me for long enough... Isn't it ironic, for someone who can't speak out with a small group of strangers but can stand in front of 400 or more people being an emcee, not just in English but also BM which I suck in. Irony 1

Its early hours of Sunday, and I am not sleeping yet, mainly because I sleep 'early' during weekends. Plus, my brother requested that I wake him up at 3 if I happen to be awake...so, how can I sleep? Do I always put others ahead of myself? My past two relationships also like this, I don't wanna blame anyone but yea, I was on the receiving end. Maybe I am, ultimately, to be blamed? I did all I could to make things go right but I failed on both occasions, maybe being in a relationship just ain't for me? Guess I'll just keep an open mind^^. Irony 2

My passion can really drive me nuts and times, often leading me to scoldings from my parents. I work my ass of, especially when organizing events. Even back in my schooling days, I was a prefect who was in a team that organized the annual Teacher's Day celebration. I was the program manager and the emcee on the day itself. I did try reject having to cover two major roles, however, I failed so ended up filling up two slots. I don't mind but it appeared to be too much. The day before the actual event, it was supposed to be a final rehearsal where all the performers are supposed to come. Only one group showed up, things did not went the way I planned them to be. Being a C type ( from DISC ), I demand things to go according to plan, more so with my own schedule as I have my own problems, especially when I get nervous or in any situation that I never found myself in. Moreover, that year, was the year where the Prefectorial Board got a lot of criticism from many sources as our beloved and well-respected advisors left. I really wanted the event to be a blast. My mind went racing, staring at the fear of the event going haywire straight in the eye, I broke down ( yes, i cry ). When my parents came to fetch, they could tell that I cried, instead of comforting me, I got lectured, my dad said "You asked for it" or somewhere along those lines.

Same thing happened in College too. Back in the wonderful Juniors' days, the biggest night in Sunway University College ( haha, exaggerating ) RetroTechno. The event ended late, plus needed to clean up. I came out of college very late and my parents and my brother were waiting for me for quite a while. As soon as the car pull off with me inside, more lectures. I know they are worried, but hey, this is what I enjoy doing, one of the main reasons why I am thinking of furthering my studies in Sunway. There is no need to stop me from joining the Student Council, sorry mom and dad, I am in. I love what I am doing, so I hope you can understand and show me some support in my decision. Working so hard but people just take for granted or pull me down...*pat myself on the back* Irony 3

So yea, some traits of my life thus far. Being misunderstood for someone who is arrogant because I don't talk much ( my bad ). People take me for granted at times ( starting to get used to it.. ). BUT HEY! I am happy^^, looking forward for tomorrow to come. Still ever ready for another person to walk into my life ( if any )... So yea, its ironic too, I am happy with all these that I lived through cause I believe I learnt and experienced something that someone might never even encounter. You only live once, so live life to the fullest!!!