Where do I belong?

Good morning! Well, for some, which exclude me because I haven't sleep yet. Been trying to study, note, trying...but just could not absorb what I was reading so I stopped. Realized that I haven't been updating here for a while, got some posts pending but got no moon to write them..yet. So,here I am, writing this instead.

As the title would suggest, who the hell am I? After nineteen years, and 15 days being alive, I still could not answer that particular question. Why? here is why...

I'd always identified myself as the one who has quite a number of friends, but no best friends. Maybe its the way I segregate things though, I am not sure. But as time passes by, I realize I do have some friends who are, to me, more than just a F-R-I-E-N-D. Take for example, my not-so-little-but-still-younger-than-me sister, Sue May and her other half, the-never-to-be-messed-with Veron. They are two important people in my life, but the irony is, the way we met each other and the number of times that we actually see each other and what more to say hang out are so limited, I do have so-called 'Best Friends' after all =D. Note that I mentioned segregating things? I do have a friend, whom I grew up with since secondary school, Raymond. I would call him my close friend but never my best because we only got certain topics that will get us going all day long, either gaming or football. Maybe he is my best friend all these while just that I never realize...Yea, so that is one, I don't even know who the people around me are and may had even taken for granted some along the way.

Next, realized when I mentioned about my besties, the ratio of girl to guy is 2:1? Yea, I hang out with girls a lot more than guys. Well, one would normally see me, in a group, being one of the or the only guy in the particular group. The thing with me is, I don't talk much but hanging around with girls is that, they talk ALOT. Contradicting I know but I 'don't know' how to hang out with a guy group maybe? Hmm, maybe a clash or interest? Not saying that I share the exact same interest as girls do but guys talk about cars (I got no idea of), gadgets (I am still ok), girls (I prefer not to judge others) and other topic which aren't my cup of tea. Take for example music, the music I listen to ranges from slow ballads all the way to metal...Imagine that..and compare that to most of the guy friends I have around saying what I listen to is noise...I think that is a clear fullstop on that topic. So, where do I belong?

There is another thing I am still pondering about. I myself realize that I am a bit feminine for a guy but not to those extent of what some would call 'softies', for how I carry myself, sitting and standing posture. I do realize that, but hey, I'd been like that for who knows how long. I can't change that way I am that I have gotten so used to. However, after saying that, I know I am a guy, a normal one I would add. Just that I do not know how and why, I become like this. I am most of the time, caught right in the middle...

Hmm, everything that I write sounds like I myself is the problem here..Well, maybe so. Just wanna voice this out at least...Donno why I even write this in the first place.haha. Better go to sleep now. Btw, a shoutout to all my classmates. GOOD LUCK IN THE COMING EXAM!!!!

P/S - Its Arsenal vs Chelsea tonite at the Grove. The build up to this game, from Arsenal's point-of-view, if more or less like my past few days. Bad...Need a miracle tonight! Go Gunners!!!

2012

I watched the movie just now =D!!! I went along with Feli, Nanda, Anty and Indri, to catch the 130 pm show at Pyramid. Like some of the movie that I watched this year that I liked, for example 'Up' and 'This Is It', this one will be ranked among those, but I would not say it is the best.

The movie, is by far the coolest movie to hit the silver screen, the effects were breathe taking while the story line, with a bit of twist here and there, was awesome as well. Go catch this one whenever you can as I would highly recommend it to most, if not everyone.hehe. Hope you'll enjoy the movie as much as I did!

Well, this movie shows that when nature get pissed, we got all but Hell to pay, and with the way we are running the world today, I think we're just inviting 2012 to come sooner. Same goes to after wathcing 'This Is It', a strong message to save our environment struck me. Well, I started doing my own little part in practising recycle whenever I could, well call it petty but its better than nothing right? Just food for thoughts.

Just commentary

Since I do not really have much to write about, I'll just comment on the Wolves vs Arsenal game which just ended not long ago. Sue, sorry yea, bear with me =). The game ended 4-1, with Wolves's manager promising that they will come and attack us and exploit our weaknesses, came they did and exploited they did...

The game started off at a fast tempo, a little too fast for both teams but Wolves were knocking on the door on several occasions, mostly from set-pieces but they failed to capitalize, which is good news for me but it was ringing some alarm for Arsenal. But, after soaking up most of the pressure, Arsenal went one up, guess what, from a corner. Fabregas whipped in a corner, with Eduardo pressurizing the defender and who-knows-what the keeper was doing, the goal was nudged in off the defender who was under-pressure from Eduardo. 1-0 XD. The second was soon on the way, with Arsenal seeming to be more ruthless nowadays, which I hope this will continue, they pressed for the second goal. The ball was knock onto Ramsey and Arsenal broke. With only Eduardo supporting the youngster, he laid the ball off to Eduardo and with time on his side, his first time chip which seemed like a return pass to Ramsey was deflected off a defender that eventually beat his own keeper, making it a glorious chip by Eduardo, 2-0! Just before half time, Arsenal got the needed third goal, as an assurance and they got it off a slick move which was initiated by Fabregas who passed to Sagna and surged towards the opposition penalty area. Sagna then pass to van Persie who made a run towards the near post to lay it off Fabregas who continued his run to slot pass the keeper, 3-0!

The second half was more of a boring affair, with Arsenal playing safe while attacking occasionally, the fourth did arrive, from Andrey Arshavin! Wolves's keeper punched a corner and Arshavin reacted well to hit on a volley on the edge of the penalty area to beat the keeper. A goal of excellent technique. However, we did concede, it is like a custom nowadays that Arsenal must allow a goal to enter their net at least once in a game. It was from a corner which a Wolves's player, a free header....4-1 it ended...Ramsey was given a full 90 minutes, which he did well when the team attacked but committed a few school boy mistakes which is quite worrying but in a game against a 'smaller-team', I think we could allow him to learn. Nasri and Rosicky were given time to find their match fitness which is good to see them back. Van Persie could not continue his scoring streak but did had an assist. Vermaelan was ever solid and Gallas wasn't too shabby as well. Arshavin scored which is a good thing and Fabregas is still on form which is vital. But most notably is the presence of Song, when he came on, Arsenal looked more solid, but he will be away for the African Cup of Nations, so its an area that Wenger should thinking about. 4-1, we swept aside another 'smaller-club' and keeping pressure on the top 2 which is good. We have every chance to win it this year, Go GUNNERS!!!

Did I ever mentioned that I got infected by a virus which caused me to have fever and a heavy flu? If not, then now I'll write about it briefly, it happened before Genting and I just shaken off the flu completely like 3 days ago, but it seems like the virus is not completely out of my system yet, which caused me to have either headache or dizziness during the past week. It happened everyday, literally. So, I went to the doctor just now and got some more medication. Hope this time I'll fully recover from the virus. Take care people! Signing off...

This Is It

So much for the title being "This Is It", what I wanna say now is that...that was it Michael, that was I-T!

Well, the human race is a funny race, because we only truly learn to appreciate what was or were there for us all along until it is gone, completely out of our world and into the next. Same goes for the King of Pop, the late Michael Jackson. When he was still alive, we called him a pedophile or called him all sort of names. But just as he left us, we, all of the sudden, started to like him again and the boy who claimed he was molested by Michael came out to confess that it never happened. So all these while we were accusing him for nothing and he went to court for nothing as well. That is the power of the media, they could make you an icon in an instant and they could also make you a public enemy in the next minute. As for Michael, all we can say now is that he was one of the victim that we can learn from...

As for me, to be truly honest with you, before he died, all I know about him was "Heal the World", some parts of his songs, a bit of this and that. That was all. But now, I know most of his songs and what he had done for the world in raising awareness and uniting people of different background. When he was still alive, I thought he lost it when he had that many number of times on the surgery table and bleaching his skin, that perhaps was his downfall to his illustrious career. I regret for not knowing him and appreciating for what he had done for us, and I am sad to say that it is because of his death that I started to admire him. Long liveD the king!

The movie was perhaps the one which took me on a roller coaster ride for my emotions, I teared up, I smiled and sang for most part of the movie. He managed to impact me in such way, what of those who were his fans since back then I wonder? I could only imagine, a man that could influence not just a few person, but the whole world by doing something that he enjoyed, performing. So instead of mourning for his death, why not we be thankful for what he had done and continue on his vision? That is the very least of what we could offer back to the King. Michael was here and he did conquered, leaving us with endless fond memories. Thank you sincerely Michael Jackson. May you bring joy in a better place. =)

Don't really have much to write, feeling for him is just beyond words. So, apologies for undermining his greatness. Peace!

I survived Genting!

As I am writing this post, my head is spinning badly mainly due to the lack of sleep over the past few days...I just got back from Genting around 4 just now, spent two nights over there and had a pretty good time over there. This time, I think I can say that I went all out at the theme park, trying out almost every rides and anything that I can get my hands on. Tried the Space Drop TWICE!! The second time to accompany my beloved sister, MissAnomaly, Sue, of course, how can we forget Veron! She waited for us, carry 3 octopi in the cold while we get the drop of our lives. Warmed up with the Cyclone, experience the thrills of the Cork Screw, raced the Carts, flew like Superman at the Flying Coaster, got wet in Sungai Rajang and finally at night going through the mines. Those were the rides I went throught and I did NOT threw up albiet feeling a bit sick and I found out that I am actually not too shabby with a crossbow =D. Took quite a bit of photos over there, mostly being stupid...hehe. I ended Saturday night's outdoor adventure with a trip to the Emirates and went back a happy boy ^^.

Well, the moment we arrived at Genting on Friday, my first mission was to locate a spot where the Arsenal vs. Tottenham game will be showed. After a while, the target was spotted and it was at a bar, an open-air bar where the Gondolas cricled. I went to the game with Sue, who was willing to accompany me. Well, I do not drink so she drank instead and I ate. The game began and I was all hpyed up for the game. The game was tight until the 40th minute, around that time, the deadlock was broken. From a Sagna's cross, van Persie raced onto the cross to tap in the first of the match, his fifth straight goal in the Premier League. Just was I was calming down from the celebration and the screen just continuing onto the live play after the replay, the second went in! I celebrated again!!! Mind you, I got a minor sore throat when I went to Genting, the rides did not help me nurse my throat as well but I cheered my lungs out! Palacios lost the ball to van Persie after the kick off, Fabregas took it on, beat a man and avoided Palacios's tackle and nutmagged King before slotting his shot past Gomes with two on rushing defenders...pure class!!! Pace, agility, technique and composure, all displayed by the 22 year old. The goals were only seperated by 11 seconds, if count the real playing time and if the actual time was around 49 seconds. 2-0 into half time, I could not complain but I did managed to find somthing to complain though, there was a live band performing, they were not bad but their timing was just bad because I do not like to be disturbed especially during an Arsenal game. Well, second half resumed and the third went in through van Persie again and it was 3-0, that was how the game ended. But it was nice seeing how Wenger got frustrated when the team should be playing smart and not too offensive because he could not get the message through to his team. I think he finally learnt the lesson. A very good win over our bitterest rival, we made them ate their words and slap them back to reality!!! Go GUNNERS!!!!

Well, pictures of Genting will be up shortly in Facebook I hope because I do not have the pictures, so I think either Sue or Veron will be uploading it. So do check it out when they are out ^^. Well, there was a low in Genting as well, not gonna write about it. Just wanna say, I live on this world FOR my family as they are the ones who are closest to me and brought me up to be the guy I am today. As for my friends around me, I live WITH them as they are the ones who gets me through the day. If you do not like what I said, either sue me or STFU. Thanks.

My head is killing me so I'll stop here and get ready for bed. Take care =D